LeT Me dIe wItH OuR cWiT MeMoRiEs iN My hEaRt

wHiCh Is beTtEr?

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DuN rEgReT AfTa M GOnE

He StIl DuInG oL De TiNg DaT I HaTe...

I HaTe wEn u

•  change ur profile pic without inform me.(who am i ryte)
• add too many of gurls..(sengaja duing dat to make me angry)
• postng status dat i dislike...(yaa..u gt new gul.post abt her as u wish)
• wallng wit othr bitch..(hye,m tivi,1* yrs, bla bla bla)

TOTALY MY PROB IS FACEBOOOOOOOK!!!!!!!!!

WaT WaS My fAuLt ???????

WAT WAS MY FAULT?

FOR WAT I SHOULD CRY ALONE?

IF LOVE IS DE MISTAKES DAT M DUING,I WIL DO TIZ MISTAKES ENTIRE OF MY LIFE....

HaTe WhY DuInG LiK TiZ To Me

Current status-in hosp
Reason-din eat since almost two days
Hate tiz smell of hosp....dun wish to tac wit nyone.....i tink god lov me so mch..i wl end my lyf on 31 dec,bt god lv me so mch....he wan me to cme faster kot....bt unlucky...i save....hmmm....irritating lyf....ol hate me.....i wish doctor wil wrgly gve mdcne n kill me...i wl b thank to god....ol hapy wit their couples....incldng him....but,y i cn't did de same ting....hurtng...my heart bleedng.....wont stop...it wil ony stop if my heart stop beatng......31st dec 2011..wil be de end

NeVa eNdInG LoVe

rap]
Hey pen yendru piranthal,
inthe bhoomiyil,
Valarthai,pirinthai anbe,
Unnei kande neram yen idhayam thoodikum vegam,
Iru kangal thedum unnai ingu kane villai enne,
Yengum pakkum tisaiyellam
,anbe unthan nyabagam,
Tharisanam kidaikumah,
en anbe poo manam,
Kavithaigal ayiram,
kanavugal ayiram,
Ennai alevantaval,
puthiye dhevathaye nee...

[chorus]
Oru pavam ariyathe,
siru pillai endru nindren,
Un munne en kanne,
unaken puriyavillai,
Tolai thoore payanangal,
thoderatha inbangal,
Unakage uyir valven,
uneken theriyavillai...

[Rap]
Anbe en alagiye thiye,
yer kollum un iru viliye,
Un perumai edutu kooride ennidam indru vartai illai,
Uyire unnai ninaikah vittal,
kanavil varumun thoongume tollai,
Nan swasikkum moochin katrum,
neethanadi yen anbe sagiye,
Kanavellam neethanadi,
unnai tavire veru yaaradi,
En ninaivukkul pugunthu ennai
ahtti padaikkum alagia mohini,
Minsara punnageyal en manathai
kondru melemele endrai,
Mele veesum thendral pol un
kadhal en mel veesi sendrai,
Tudikum en manatil unthan
kadhai vaitu kettu paar,
En uyiril kalathaval,
neethan enthan idhayam koorum,
Tavikum,tudikum,yengum,thedum,
yenadi penne ennai kolkirai,
Valvathu endral unnudan valven,
nee illai endral mannil viluven...


Kathoram theendum kuralil,
neerorum meendum kanavil,
Urevade uyirai thanten tuyil ilanthen....
Nee veru nan ver endru,
ver endre vartaikalandru,
Nee sonne maruganame nan uyir ilanthen....
Un paarvai patiyum sila nodi tharunam
iragondru padavile vanthu,
Mane sirayil neengah ninaivugal,
idhaya karuvarai niraiyume pogum,..


Un kangal theendum pothu,
en kathal nee ennum sorgam,
Ital oram pirakum siripu,
ithayatheye seergulaikum,
Unn arugil nan irunthal,
uyir moochum theyuthadi,
Un siripin nizhal kandu,
nilavoliyum maraiyutadi,
Eer aandugal palagiyum iruthiyil iru manam pirinthatu
Ariya thavare..
manam udaintathu maruganam purintathu
Kadhal vali oru karukiye ireve...
Adi mele adi vaitu,
aal manathai alugirai.
Uyir mele uyir thoduthu,
ul manathil thonugirai,

[rap]
Kadhal solli enthan uruva,
kadhal solli enthen uyira,
Kanmaniye naam urangum pothu,
kangalil kanden kanmani mugemah,
Karuvil nan irukum pothu thaye yentan ulagam endren,
Marumurai unnai parthe pinbu,
neethan yenthan uravu endren
Anbe nan urangum pothu un perai pulambugiren,
Kanavil nan unnuden valthen,
nilaikatha endru tuditten,
Etheto matrem enakul,
pale kodi ennangel enakul,
Ithuthana kadhal endru purinthu konden kanne maniye,
Kanne nan thedi vanthen kadhal indru unnidam solle,
Nam kadhal vale indru engume yen manathu,
Yen inthe mounam unnil,
kidaikatha sammatam ennil,
Oru murai un kadhal solladi anbe yenthan mooche....

[chorus]
Oru pavam ariyathe,
siru pillai endru nindren,
Un munne en kanne,
unaken puriyavillai,
Thinam thorum tadumarum,
ninavurum un ninaivu,
Yen idhaye karuvarayil,
uyirai olikindrathe
,niraiverum yen ninaivu,
nilai marum un unarvu,
Unekage alugindren,
athai nee unarevillai..

FoRGvE Me

Un idhayathai thirudi senrathu naan
Un manasaiyea nohadithu ponathu naan
Uyiree uyiree enai mannipaaya
Maname maname meendum eathupaaya

Uyir ullavarai unai nesipenada
En kaalam muluvathum unnai kathalipenda

Uyir ullavarai unai nesipenada
En kaalam muluvathum unnai kathalipenda

Anbe ne vendum .. un kaadhal meendum vendum vendum
Manasai thiruduvaaya … un kathal meendum vendum vaa vaa


Un kanavil vanthu thookathai keduthen
meendum vanthu un idhayathai eduthen
naanthan un thevathai un kanavile vantha punnagaiye

oru nodiyil unnai vedraval naan .
un idayathai thirudi senraval naan
jaathi matham ethum vendaamada
unakaga enrum vaalvenada

Uyir ullavarai unai nesipenada
En kaalam muluvathum unnai kathalipenda

Uyir ullavarai unai nesipenada
En kaalam muluvathum unnai kathalipenda

( CHORUS not added ) Seekaram unnidam thirumbi vitten
un idhayathudipinil sernthu vitten
Kai vittu parthathum purinthu konden
un idhayathil eppavum naan than enru

Seekaram unnidam thirumbi vitten
un idhayathudipinil sernthu vitten
Kai vittu parthathum purinthu konden
un idhayathil eppavum naan than enru

En kanavil vanthathu neethane ..thinam vaa vaa en aasai kanave
en kanavil vantha natchathirame …thinam vanthai en thookam keduka ..

Un idhayathai thirudi senrathu naan
Un manasaiyea nohadithu ponathum naan
Uyire uyire enai mannipaaya
Maname maname meendum eathuupaaya

Uyir ullavarai unai nesipenada
En kaalam muluvathum unnai kathalipenda

Uyir ullavarai unai nesipenada
En kaalam muluvathum unnai kathalipenda

Anbe ne vendum …un kaadhal meendum vendum vendum
Manasai thiruduvaaya … un kathal meendum vendum vaa vaa

End oFpRoB 31 DECEMBER 2011

I dunno wat to do....feel lyk my lyf gonna end....ol fnsh...my tvean nt wt me..i juz 1 thing..altghit sound stupid but i wan to do dat...m nt scare 2 live..m nt scare to face prob....I DUN WAN 2 LIVE IN DIZ WORLD WITHOUT HIM....same lyk hel...to my mama n papa...sory 4 everthng dat i did to u...i gve so much of trouble to u...bt its gonna end....thz 4 brought me to tiz world....to my best fren priya....sory da...u knw ryte hw mch i lov him...bt he leave me n find new gurl...i apprcte ur frenship alot...our cwit memories wil b in my mind 4eva....to my beloved bro n paapa<sis>,stdy well da...my advice to u plz dun love...akka wil olwys thnkng of u both..akka lov u ol alot..sory 4 bullyng u da...nw u can use ol my stuff without my permission.no 1 wil scold u .... i hope u knw my fb passwrd n my laptop passwrd...tines..dun eva delete my pic wit him..keep it da.i oldy save ol dat in my red pendrve..dun gve it to otrz...my diary ozo de same......to my sis...u r crrct,ka..i fail in my life...i cn't live in tiz world without him....
Lastly to my beloved guy dat i think wil be my future husb bt fail to make dat....sory  4 evrtng da.i tght u wont leave me..but dat hpn..i wil rmbr ol de things v gone through...CS...SKUDAI PARADE...G.LAMBAK..KLUANG MALL..TASIK...PIZZA HUT...KFC....even BALAI POIS...u gt feed me,hug me wen m scare..kiz me...i rely miz dat wndrfl mmnt in my lyf...i knw i wont get it bck...syg,rmbru teach me hw2 kiz,hw 2 hug,hw 2 eat usng knife in pizz,hw 2 drivehw 2 bhave,hw 2 ----...BUT U NEVA TEACH ME HW TO 4GT U..
:'(u syg me alot..bt i neva apprcte dat da...i heard u gt new gurl..hapy wit her....i wl wont stop lvng u 4eva....i wil cloz my eyes lukng at ur piic da....i dun wan to liive in tiz world without u...m sorry..
I WILL WAIT 4 U TILL 31 DEC 2011...DAT TYM MY 014 NUM WIL B WIT ME...IF U X BCK TO ME....DAT WIL B MY LAST DAY...I MEAN DEATH DAY....